Cannot Change That I'm An Ugly Person And Personality As well As People See

Ye olde story is that I was going always on this same lousy way. Because it's scary to be a Mental body, while person sees as far as Physic and Astral only. Feeling alone and unreached, to be helpless and anger, jealousy, sputtering over on the way I was running this whole ridiculous and freaky life. And I'm still wishing that something is going turn away, and my life is rearranged to be wiser, brighter, and calmer, and happier. Even if I have to lost everyone and everything, and, to die, for the last sense of ability.